done!!!!

So yes it is almost 11 pm and i am still up. Bently has decided that he would rather sleep on me then in his bassinette. lovely. so i just barely put him down and am waiting for him to wake soon. Hopefully he will stay asleep but we'll see. Three days after i had bently i told blake that i think we are done having kids. I have never been so stressed and emotionally drained in my life. Even now i look at him and worry. Mother instinct i guess. I know that i am running on about 4 hours of sleep at night and running non stop around the house after brody, but honestly i think we are done. (So much for me getting a girl, caprice you are on your own trying to produce a girl for the browers) My house is a disaster it seems like i finally will get bently content and start bathing brody, or changing diapers(yes that is right still changing diapers, ps i am so jealous of you melese) and guess what it is time to feed bently again, i swear brody didn't eat this much. Even though this post sounds like i am down on the world, i'm not i am just a little sleep deprived. I love being a mom. and i love my boys to death. I just want them to be healthy and happy. I love holding bently and just looking at him. Seeing him smile at me even though i know it is just gas. I love watching brody and all of the things he comes up with. Which reminds me. Blake was changing his diaper and brody pointed to his man parts and asked "whats this?" and blake being blake says "a weeny" and brody goes "weeny the pooh, weeny the pooh." hilarious. brody is such a crack up. I love my life....four in the family is just right. (for now, maybe, idon't know)